” Elaine did.
Probably her biggest fear was losing control.
Not just control over herself, but control over her life.
What would be expected of her? Would it be like a detention centre where there were homework demands and grade expectations and lights out times? Would he tell her what to wear or how to act? How much would she have to change and how much would she have to learn?
Would she be punished if she failed? Peeing lezbos ebony. Would she be ‘coached’ to please him, both in public and in private? She wasn’t sure if she could do it.
was she trainable? Did she want to be trained? Would he take his time and help her explore her abilities and limits?
She didn’t even know what he expected of her.
What would he do? Would it be hard?
Then there was another thing.
Something just as important.
She was afraid of herself.
afraid of her potential reactions.
What if she hated D/s or didn’t like Gary? Could she back out quietly and safely? What if she wasn’t good at something or couldn’t do something that was asked of her?