But what’s worse.
what if it wasn’t? What was I supposed to do then? Or what if I was just over thinking it ALL and it was nothing more than some humorous LOLCAT forward that he thought I might appreciate? I just didn’t know.
but deep down I suspected it was something a little more serious than a ‘haz cheeseburgers’.
I swallowed, staring at the email like it was some kind of monster, some worded, angry monster that was going to jump up and destroy me.
Pagdating ng panahon movie cast.
I left it unopened.
I shut down the browser and pushed back from the desk.
I paced about the room, all the while worriedly wringing my hands.
I was torn.
What was I supposed to do? I kicked off my shoes as I padded back and forth across the floor, nervously chewing on a fingernail.
The fact of the matter came down to this – did I really want to know either way what Joe thought about everything that was happening?
Xvideo lose virginity. I stopped pacing and thought about it.
Did I really want to know? The answer was: Yes.
I came back to the computer and sank into my chair.
Bringing up the email program I opened my inbox.
There it sat, the most important email I’d ever had in my young life; staring at me, egging me to open it and find out what it said.
Temptation or Devastation?
I took a deep breath, my palms sweaty as I grasped the mouse. Asian marriage broker.
I swallowed and quickly clicked on Uncle Joe’s name before I could second guess myself again.
The email opened up and I closed my eyes for a moment, gathering myself.
With a sense of excited dread in the pit of my stomach, I opened my eyes and read: Charlie Bird.
God how do I find the words!?
How do I start this right? How do I put this in a way that will not only explain things properly but also not scare you?
How do I put this, so as not to sound like some sick prick, some lecherous fool with eyes on a prize that he shouldn’t even be looking at? How do I tell you.
ask you.
if you know.
if you have any idea what it is you’re doing to me? Oh God, I thought, that means he feels the same as me right?
Yesterday.
When you caught me beside the pool, I was so embarrassed I could’ve died – you seeing what you did of me, seeing me exposed like that, in both senses; it was not something I am proud of. Crooked dick pictures.
I was scared too, scared that you would use that against me, you could have you know? I half expected it; it’s what our family does best.
But I was surprised, maybe suspiciously so that all you wanted from me was my promise not to do it again while I was here.